August 2011
You made me fall in love with you, and then left...
It sucks.
Why don’t you understand? Playing with my heart is a fucked up game. :/
I’m on my way home and then work. Tomorrow I just discovered been trees is going to be performing in central park, summer stage at 7. I’m gonna try and get out of work. Fucking love them and theyre leaving new york after. :(
Dram concert:
Lady gaga
Flyleaf
Neon trees
Paramore
HIM
Chiodos
:3
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Beautiful is how a woman lives. Beauty is in the mind, not the mirror. My question is not, ”what do you want to do with your hair?” but rather ”what do you want to do with your life?” That is beautiful. And that’s where Fekkai begins.
-frederic fekkai
Source: september issue of vogue. :)
Do you just skim through my tumblr and pick out the things that aren’t important? Because everytime I write meaningful entries about you and how I love you, you mention shit that no one cares to actually talk about.
I hate when I type up a long ass post and fucking tumblr crashes on me WTF and I forgot to copy and paste it. Awesome. I’m going to summarize the nonexistant post from before then to keep it short.
I’m oblivious and I second guess myself, so I like straightforward answers to my serious questions.
WHAT BOTHERS ME THE MOST IS:
I wished you cared enough about me and loved me to commit...
lilac-rolling asked: thanks, man.<3 i smiled. :) i miss youuuuuuuuuuuuuu
Did i ever tell you how much I love and miss you? :(
………did you ever tell me how much you love and miss me? :/
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I bet you didn’t even check your email to see if you got my video or not.
This commercial for ” snuggle fabric softener” came on & I thought of snuggle uggle. Fuck my life.
Shut the fuck up mom, damn.
I’m so hurt by you, damian. You have no idea. The things you lied to me about, kept behind my back, and said to me in the past…I don’t know anymore. I feel that you take advantage of the fact that I love you. like i’m something to fall back on. Someone to need and ”worship” you. It shouldn’t be like that. It should be equal.
The day you tell me that you love me and...
You can't get rid of this.
I hate that I miss you so much…you got me. :/
Go talk to your whores and forget about me like always. Youre too busy to have me in your life? Fine. Then don’t talk to me just because you feel bad. I know I do need you to add onto my happiness damian, but I’m not THAT pathetic.
No explanation given as to why I was ignored again...
I’m just done with your mind games. You don’t love me and I need to accept it.
So overly happy! :)
I sound so stupid and desperate. But it’s not my fault I’ve fallen for you. :(
I feel empty inside.
I feel like shit on the outside too. How do you feel about this? Just fine I bet. I hate wondering. I just want to know everything. including the way you feel about me. Stop leading me on. Just tell me the truth.
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I’m tired of bring miserable and crying late at night. How can you just not respond to me? I thought you cared about me or…maybe might have loved me. :/
I miss you so much. I think about you and I think you’ve met someone else. You want your freedom and not to be with me, right? Please just come back to me and tell me you love me. Give me your soft sexy kisses that nobody else can give me. That would make me the happiest girl in the world again. You do make me happy regardless if our stupid issues believe it or not. I want to start over and...
So my mom sent me a picture of herself so I sent her one of me back. She opens the message and says ” oh…i don’t like this picture. You look awful..” It was my profile picture from facebook… If my mom calls me ugly one more time, im going to kill myself.
I just gotta let things go. Easier.said than done. I miss you to much. I really do…
On my way outta this country for a bit, sigh.
There is no safe investment. To love at all is to be vulnerable.
– C.S. Lewis | via feerawr-me
Things get bad for all of us, almost continually, and what we do under the...
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Leaving the country for a few days. :)
never knew guys can be such pathetic sluts. Dont act like you don’t know me and walk around like we’ve never spoken before. A shame.
It’s not a matter of saying it, but doing it is what really needs to be accomplished.
I want to hold you again and kiss you. I seriously miss you. I don’t think you really truly understand that. :/
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I mean I guess it’s okay to not answer me when you know I care.about you. You just don’t give a fuck about me, idc if you say you do, you never show it.
the best way to get someone’s attention is by stop giving them yours.
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so this guy on facebook complains about people only growing balls behind a computer screen, yet he’s one of them. he argues with every status I put, thinks he’s the smartest person on planet earth when really he is ignorant, and debates with every topic in the f****** world. but when you see him in person, he’s quiet and won’t say s*** to you and hides in a corner. just...
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I fucking hate you. you’re an unreliable whore who leads me on.
But yet, I fucking love your sexy ass.
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I hate you.
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